Now I'm here in USA (finally) I came here for a while and will be back to my place soon (feel little bit bad) I wanna stay here but y' know I have some problems if I stay here like what should I do here? study? work? or where do I should to live? my auntie's apt? rent apt my byself? Im not sure about that!!! and where can I get money 4 livin?? I dont wanna to be a waitress forever I 've studied for long time and did it well I think.
so another problem is I dont have boyfriend for a while I always feel lonely I wanna have one I tried my best but no one like me (everybody that I like:: my type :: they didn't like me)
then I went to the chinese shrine @ chinatown to worship and checked my future life y' know what they said. They said I have soulmate but I have to wait wait wait ....... until the right guy come along me but how do I know which one is the right guy??? and when is the right time???? when does he come huh??? POOR ME & MYSELF
talk about my English I think I'm getting better I got more self-confident more self-esteem I love myself more than before I was. I can speak with other people Im not scared anymore. I know my English isn't correct but people who I talk with they can get mines but I dont know I can handle it or not in my job I hope I could ^^ I know my parent they expect me a lot they're thinking that Im gonna be great in English when Im back home Im gonna speak like native people or speak well like my sister. (I'd love to and I promise I will do my best)
So now my main point is I wanna have someone to love and love me too I wanna spend my total left time in here what I want (I wanna go to the beach with someone wasn't like the way I did before) my plans are I'm going to travel around the world I'll go to Europe, Japan, Korea etc. I promise myself I have to make these true soon~~~
That's all I wanna say (To remind myself and to remember this feeling in this time)
Take care, Love
Myself (^0^)///